The last one

 

 I enjoyed most of the writings in this class and the free writes are my favorite I like it when I have to put something to paper and I have a main Idea that I generally leave but come back to and I’ve really surprised myself with most of the free writes. The best assignment, however was our credo, our motto during the beginning of class, I wish I had put a lot more effort and time into it but the writing was so good I was waiting for it to be graded so I could apply online for an actual online journal page but it was never graded and I couldn’t send that one in and never completed the application but I want to I will become a successful writer and pieces I made like my credo remind me why. My least favorite assignment must have been none of them, nothing I didn’t see as useless or disagreed with any of the work I did so probably a missed assignment or some group work that I didn’t like.

I observed that during the beginning of class I tried to knock off all or words and it was hard then I used them less and know I think I have improved on my over occurring words. I also was able to shorten my sentences a little more, I try to push too much into one thought and generally jumble it all up, and while it’s a strong sentence, the sentence has two ideas and none of them make sense together. Lastly a change I saw was I use my Capitalization better, as in example before I would have said the first-lady which would be the first lady of what? Now I’m better at knowing she is a place in office describing her position its First-Lady which makes sense.

I feel the same with all of my writing after I have begun to push that writing I did out of my mind eventually after time and I come back and read it I want to re-write EVERYTHING I wrote. I’m not sure if I’m trying to be a perfectionist, because im not, or don’t truly like my writing or maybe I do have a mindset of a writer and seriously want to critique and make each sentence stronger so it’s my best work. If I could change anything I would go back and re-do all of my writing just because I know I don’t spend enough time perfecting my papers and when I read them I feel sad I was so short on time for that small span of words that eventually comes to a sentence, two or maybe more that is a complete original thought or idea leading to the inside of how I think.

I like best about the course was he teacher of course Mrs. Anthony. You class style I preferred, I wish we could free write every day it’s my favorite, plus I like the way you think in class and your discussions are always interesting. Also I feel like you’re an actual relatable teacher and I enjoyed the class thoroughly. The writing assignment were great except I don’t know why I don’t like this because it is dreadful but we never had a long report and I’m glad we didn’t have many pages on anything because honestly I create filler so much long reports I can’t even consider as I tried when I really did I just didn’t put lots of myself on the paper and never try with my best intentions. So in the long run I think you see it as I do which is if we do something we don’t absolutely love and write about it what’s the point were not really developing more as writers but as page fillers, or people who collect facts then jumble them on the page and call it there’s.

What I liked least of the course was the book we had to read that I didn’t like too much and never really knew when to start it and then the journal thing I had to buy for this class we didn’t use so that’s some bummers.

If I had a do over I would re-do my credo just to make it perfect. I would re-do a terrible scoring paper, or some work that wasn’t my best but this was my best on a moment’s notice and I would compile a lot of my free writes into it and make such a solid paper!

Myself I learned a lot of my insight and how I view things like fear in my blogger we posted for our fear free write I completely surprised myself by re-reading it, and it was spectacular! Completely how I see it and I could really reach myself in that paper so I learned that I’m not completely shut off on my own writing, I can reach depth, and that im not so weird in my views as I thought, any person who calls themselves normal though wouldn’t agree. Also that my views aren’t so critically viewed, im used to everything I say that’s an original thought completely getting turned down, with strange remarks and I just don’t make the greatest impression with any of my single original thought or theories on life. As a thinker because I’m pretty sure that described every single one as a thinker, student and writer but also helped in the fact that it’s really hard to take away our filter before we put word to page and I know I can do it, with my filter there’s no abstract or outlandish thinking or my way of thinking so I close myself away from the work.

I don’t think the course would need much improving , write now im focusing on why im not improving so it was all in all my version of a perfect class and I would love to take any more from you Mrs. A any time!

For participation I did well but I wasn’t here as often as I should so no way I deserve an A but I’ve never viewed an A as I can get that but more as a alright B would be great. In group where I was in the back I knew the guys with some basis so I actually discussed and put my work out and we co-operated. But with the other groups like when I showed up for the book that was in random order I was a little late and the group left me out so I sat there and for those reasons I don’t deserve a High B. Other than those I tried and put myself out there and that’s the most you can ask for. That is why I deserve a high C low B or B, always an ideal grade but I deserve it due to my reasoning that I was here every time I could and used my brain tried with everything.

analysis of anti social media the article

Andrew W. Brabo

Analysis of anti-social media

            There is much more to life than ignoring it by looking at yours and others past on a phone when you can get together with those same real people and relate life through conversations of text. It’s better to have a room of people trying to catch up than to think about what to do and instead look at your phone to see what others do. The author of the article “Why I’m Anti-social Media” Ms. Carrie Kirk, brings great views on how she used to be a heavy social media user, when she stops and starts focusing on the real things around here in life and put down the social media. The article aims primarily at the users of, mainly those how really on it heavily, due to the fact that the author was getting depressed, anti-social, and distracted her from life.

            What Kirk first states in her paper is how the first reaction to the sentence right below the title saying “Fun fact: I hate social media” would be “I can’t live without my Twitter/Facebook/Instagram”. This is exactly how her audience of social media users would react and she brings up great points on why the same people should start the withdrawal of over social media use. She states how many times you have been with groups of friends talking about the likes on your status or pictures when you could actually do something with the opportunity and friends you have right next to you. When you use social-media too often it also leads to depression while you’re not doing anything and see how people are doing fun things, going out, have great adventures makes you reflect like you’re not as well of as the people you know. When it’s really the fact author Kirk brings up that most people don’t post every little bad thing that goes wrong and make a profile seem more biased to having this great life everybody gets to see. So in all the way she is pertaining to the audience that she used to be a part of and explaining how each way you see social media can influence your life when you use it too often. She knows exactly her audience and how they are influenced like her but she also gives ways on how to stop the social media way of thinking and using by just her own accounts and it is more knowledge than the reader could take from and apply to their life.

            Leading me to the fact that Ms. Kirk shows the audience how they miss life and the present when your viewing others life on a screen. When your with a group of friends or family she brings up how the audience looks at the phone instead of creating an opportunity just how she used to not do. This appeals heavily due to the fact she knows what a user of social-media does when they compare life and are sucked into their phone, they want to make an opportunity. She goes through a process that most of us do when we look into the facebook, and twitter and how we all can make moments instead of viewing others moments.  That in which is a huge draw toward the reader making them reflect while seeing her views clearly because the author and audience both have an exact account what she is talking about. I’m not even a good user of social-media and yet I see so many examples of this in places it makes you wonder why they don’t realize the life in front of them and that’s more of what Author Carrie Kirk shows in her writing.

            If the author had a better idea of the target reader she couldn’t have been the author because she so well describes what social media does to those used and drawn to the sites. She does, in vivid detail, point out flaws of over use from depression, low self-worth from always comparing your lives to the fake one’s online and how the audience misses the world. The experience of her readers and how they can change she incorporates it all. She aims right at the hard hitting facts that would make a user delete there account recollecting her anti-socialness due to social-media through personal stories that are relatable to the audience. How the audience was missing out on the world like she did now can see there’s a better way just to ignore the phone. Without her experience and ways she views life without social media it exactly replicates the feelings and life patterns the audience goes through and shows why social media does this to us and how to stop and enjoy real world physical time and in essence is a perfect paper directing at her audience getting so much across her audience and drawing, appealing, and giving solutions to them fitting a paper perfectly.

           

Works Cited

Kirk, Carrie. “Why I’m Anti-Social Media” HuffPost College. TheHuffingtonPost.com, Posted online article: 10/09/2014 4:15 pm. Accessed 11/05/14

FEAR

Came in late writing – Fear

Fear is funny in the way of how it makes us think, over play and stress situations in our head, and can come to positive to very negative consequences of fear. For example the innate feeling of speaking in public is a major fear, we have ways to overcome I believe all our fears while I have overcome many a fears in my life like public speaking just do it over and over practice and you can either get used to the activity or the fear. I usually choose the latter its hard to over come certainly the entire fear what makes you frightful but its easier to live with and many get used to the fear so much they practically live in the damned thing, becoming creatures of fear. Im used to the fear in how I go through and overcome it when it comes and try not to steadily drop into the madness of fear, and that’s when acid comes into play and definitely changes your fear perspective.

Im used to the fear in how I go through and overcome it when it comes and try not to steadily drop into the madness of fear

Im used to the fear in how I go through and overcome it when it comes and try not to steadily drop into the madness of fear, trying not to over explain myself ill do it again. When in the case of fear like when you drive a car and something terrible goes wrong, some shutter and scream, some lay still and panic aloud in there heads while some take action with a stern grin saying dammit its not my day. That’s me I might freak out in my head but really when I have to swerve or am going to wreck if im not driving I will but I had no act in the car no matter what I did it wouldn’t do anything. But when im the one controlling the car I usually curse and mutter a few things before and afterwards but other than that im in the zone knowing that I have to overcorrectly make my moves and hope everything panes out. As in the way that Im calm I do what I do, not without though but definitely with instinct driving me my whole sole purpose I see in the moment as its either me or the universe who wins this one. The fact that the universe lead me to that path knowing or testing wiether we make our fears sink or swim us. And in that mere fact fear is a blessing it gives me the calm collectedness to do things I might not be able to or do one slight thing off or would have to think about it over several seconds where I don’t have time and I make the snap dicision I don’t whole-heartedly know I made and thought of the end results. It enabled me to go through something and make it out,a test, as I said. We all have many fears or few but they are connected with backgrounds, personality types and life, its all a test and I believe ill make mine through the way I see it the fear in us can make us the fool, and kill us from the inside out, or can make us learn to control fear in our own advantage, and I believe that’s life take any advantage you can get so why not turn all your weaknesses to some sort of strengths. I believe all life wants us to do is give us the tools and make us succeed through harsh trial and error if we understand it or , more than likely not, then deciding whatever the world wants that day. Was it your last test? Did you fail or succeed or simply to the best you could? Was it always meant to come out this way or did I or someone else screw it up?, if so then let me at the swine.

I see in the moment as its either me or the universe who wins this one

Fear will make you think that it’s the only thing there is too life it overcomes everything if you let it, just like the darkness can overcome all light, if let be. When you get too caught up in emotional feelings of fear there are numerous ways to dig the endless pit but one way to stop all unnecessary thinking, and just don’t think about it, think of any other thing in perilous long spans of darkening fear. When its in the moment fear then things are a little bit different but what isn’t. when every single instance of a person is unique how come every fright and fear isn’t in its own way a unique fear, never being able to capture the exact moment and never in the exact same way. All thoughts and feelings combine so twistedly that every single instance of a moment is completely different from the last, which Is true emotion. I don’t believe in the thought that we always have an emotion or then its like we always have a secondary mood set and a way to think about things, if we experience emotions one hundred percent of the time don’t you think people would stop and say im tired of feeling the same anger and hatred for something, no its because different circumstances and angers come up millions of different times a day when really it’s the one emotion we cant figure. The universe tries to tell us everything’s connected and has history has been done and hasn’t but its still as simple and complicated as let be.

 

story of betrayal

First story fake friends first few days in school I was in this classroom for my English 050 writing class and a guy said I had a cool backpack and it was a strange music backpack, a music label company, and he showed me his tattoo on his hand it was the strange music symbol of a snake and bat and it was badass so we hung out a few times we helped each other out and Ive given him rides and smokes and the same back and forth then one day he needed money and I gave it too him then he disappears for no reason with my money having his girlfriend text me that he went to jail for some reason. Its not the first time he disappeared he quit school and told me he had lung cancer and then left for like 3 months I never heard from him and he never got back to me then one day I randomly see him again at a gas station by my house and hes all excited and said hi we chatted a little bit he told me he went into ramishon and he was in Kansas city. Now for some reason then we hung out again a few times then me and my girlfriend him and his and his buddy got pulled over and his dude had a warrant so of course after that the cops didn’t care as long as they had somebody to pin then they didn’t care. A few times after that was when I gave him my money and yeah it was 75 bucks but it’s the betrayal and the feeling and then finally knowing you were no one and an expendable person the whole time it just makes you say I just wish I had my 75 bucks back and I cant even get that because it was the trust that I had and the betrayal I knew the whole time it just leaves me sorry and pissed needing some revenge. I hope he went to jail at least, then I would have some solace that karma, the universe, god I consider the same thing, got em and I pray me and no one I love has to suffer the same consequence, but we’ll, or at least I, want to keep pushing the boundries. Why you might say for many I would. Too many things just to liven up  a day we would sacrifice everything as to not be alone and not have anything to do. I know I and a plenty number of people would. Whats the price youd pay is a terrible question because we want to push it too far.

 

but it’s the betrayal and the feeling and then finally knowing you were no one and an expendable person the whole time it just makes you say I just wish I had my 75 bucks back and I cant even get that because it was the trust that I had and the betrayal I knew the whole time it just leaves me sorry and pissed needing some revenge

 

put revenge isn’t the way after the next time I got ripped off I knew that you just hav to let it go there is nothing you can do unless you want o t start something and not go to jail but fuck its almost worth th e revenge to go back but then again I was a pussy over 24hours I sdont know then you just accept the fact that you see the swind the swine the rat bastard who sand dogged you like that soo h e gets his but im a universe man and believe no matter what happens they see theres they always do but it sthe fact that its too late when it all catches back up just like what himming way said and I cant quote it but I don’t know it by heart only learned it recently but it goes something like this it kills all those gentle good and something like  idont know but it kills all good and gentle and kind first. And if your not it will kill you too just in no hurry no special hurry I think was it. We all suffer our just does but I believe if your kind enough and good enough to th world it repays you, in the way that your karma comes back fast and over time virtually painless unlike waitng til your best m moment and then curshing you like a bug in one instance, but with us it kills us slowly a soonb as possible, then we have more time to deal with the fact then saying with half our time what the hell just happened? Just like a sad sck fool and don’t get me wrong were all sad sack fools at one time or another or always but when were niot we shouldn’t laugh or take pity but help and not waste time with how we or others fell about things. I don’t get popel even my slef but I do understand time and the place around me and as much as we do waste it I can only try to save the miutes I can control. A yws but betrayal how did I getr o far lost and I have the answer just not on paper.  But with betraylal I only get the fact that I want pay back but the world isn’t fair up front and directly because we are so indirectly good to the world so to speak, if I was fair of ocurse life would but it would take twice as many poepople to be fair than not to change the name of the game.

 

my free write on what if....

What if…

What if dreams could come to life by simply wanting it to..

What if anything could come from your hand, what would you choose to make?

What if we knew how we were formed, where we come from, and why we’re here would we still have wars, violence, human suffering, hatred, fear? Would we have a new understanding of life and have a whole new direction for man and come together or split apart? What would we do with our time know? Something as a pursuit or quite it all because now we know?

What if there were super beings, natural forces that were life themselves and had someone controlling them?

What if I could create or explore other dimensions, just like other worlds and learn there knowledge.

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What if dreams could come to life by simply wanting it to.

What if I could create or explore other dimensions, just like other worlds and learn there knowledge

What if we knew how we were formed, where we come from, and why we’re here would we still have wars, violence, human suffering, hatred, fear?

I choose what if dreams could come to life by simply wanting them to.

I would make anything happen out of the ordinary, make color patterns, designs, movement, music, and images appear with and around me. I could make anything from the picture forming. Forming out different moods and experiences happen out of nothing all the time regardless of the situation I could make magic and experience everyday amazing parts of life just by simply putting my thoughts emotions and vision instantaneously come to life pleasuring any and every since of wanting to get out of our own bubble of thought and relay it to life, make it appear now and be an exact imagination of what I have. That would be the world, but then I find and lie its true essence that if we could do anything out of no where without sacrifice without training or anything and its just way over ostentatious and over imaginative of the world that could never make sense come to be or do much of anything at all. Everything could be attained and no one would do anything but live in paradise. I at least want the experience of my head spitting image to come to life around me. Changing anything from the space around me and even the sounds coming from me to change instantly with my own woes and pleasure as I leisurely change the life around me into works of art, production, music and imagination that directly affect my life with the area around me forming a bubble. If we all had say a bubble of imagination that we could turn into anything wed want we could express at an instance could make everyday life something special we could create with an make life another form of experience.

Different beings and dimensions

If I could the first thing id do is great the others with our forms of herbs and drink, great and talk about the history of the world, thoughts and theorys of philosophy and the different experiences and trade things back and forth that would never be created on earth. Reaching any kind of another life besides what is on earth as we know it is a dream of everyone, or at minimal a curiosity, to be able to experience the fondness we have with other beings, not from earth. But I say if we were ever truly able to meet other life forms please maker never let us until we’ve had the right people in power, someone leading who actually knows it all, is open and has enough willpower but rational to be able to commandeer such a mission. Remember what happen when the Europeans started to colonize America, what happened when they were in a new land and met knew people. That lead to the extinction of the Native American. How is it that we could all see kim jon ung and vladamir putin joining forces to nuke another dimension for there gold, valuables and technology, land, people, or just to destroy. We could all see it as well as America protecting them to look like the good guys then we screw them over in the end with gaining their land eventually having a dispute and fighting again to reclaim the whole place because something just couldn’t fit to one side or the other peace cant be established anywhere so why could it happen with other people of a different kind. We must first have to be able to take what every peace we can with family. Then with friends, neighbors, our community, strangers, foreigners, leaders, rulers, other races, other people, other nations, tribes, states, and at least on some meager level before we’re ready.

 

happiness 04/06/15

Happiness 04/06/15

It is not a goal as to I want happiness so I chase happiness, no but as an end result of a goal or a pursuit that makes happiness. Life should be more about happiness, all you ever hear anyone talk about is the bad, the ugly and the things that make us unhappy when we all need to focus on the good and making others happy, which also in turn creates happiness for ourselves. I don’t understand most thoughts on happiness but it’s the end result of my day that I go for. I always think when somethings wrong how I can make it a positive and become more optimistic, it definitely used to be my way of life and I’m back there again because we can all choose happiness in our days it’s all about the little decisions that you don’t let get ahold of you and never let anything get to you, or break you down because everything can. But there is a fine line between when happiness is too much, then it’s our habit and it creates less, little or none of our happiness, we are just now in the belief that it is happiness, but that is an addiction and everything can get you addicted when you’re too close. Between excess and withdrawal lies the essence of moderation and how it definitely plays into our part on happiness. Expectations do make the difference in the fact that you expect too much, no matter how much it actually is then it will never be satisfying. No matter what happiness is just never find it but explore what happiness could be and always look to benefit others as too that being my main source of happiness. Here is the question does one seize the day by doing the most you can today, or plan and do for today what will benefit you tomorrow or in the latest years of your life you may not get to experience.

I would make anything happen out of the ordinary, make color patterns, designs, movement, music, and images appear with and around me. I could make anything from the picture forming. Forming out different moods and experiences happen out of nothing all the time regardless of the situation I could make magic and experience everyday amazing parts of life just by simply putting my thoughts emotions and vision instantaneously come to life pleasuring any and every since of wanting to get out of our own bubble of thought and relay it to life, make it appear now and be an exact imagination of what I have. That would be the world, but then I find and lie its true essence that if we could do anything out of no where without sacrifice without training or anything and its just way over ostentatious and over imaginative of the world that could never make sense come to be or do much of anything at all. Everything could be attained and no one would do anything but live in paradise. I at least want the experience of my head spitting image to come to life around me. Changing anything from the space around me and even the sounds coming from me to change instantly with my own woes and pleasure as I leisurely change the life around me into works of art, production, music and imagination that directly affect my life with the area around me forming a bubble. If we all had say a bubble of imagination that we could turn into anything wed want we could express at an instance could make everyday life something special we could create with an make life another form of experience.

Re-draft without as if that has/had/have

I would make anything happen out of the ordinary, make color patterns, designs, movement, music, and images appear with and around me. I could make anything from the picture forming. Forming out different moods and experiences happen out of nothing all the time regardless of the situation I could make magic and experience everyday amazing parts of life just by simply putting my thoughts emotions and vision instantaneously come to life pleasuring any and every since of wanting to get out of our own bubble of thought and relay it to life, make it appear now and be an exact imagination of what I imagine. That would be the world, but then I find and lie its true essence, we could do anything out of nowhere without sacrifice without training or anything and its just way over ostentatious and over imaginative of the world that could never make sense come to be or do much of anything at all. Everything could be attained and no one would do anything but live in paradise. I at least want the experience of my head spitting image to come to life around me. Changing anything from the space around me and even the sounds coming from me to change instantly with my own woes and pleasure for I can leisurely change the life around me into works of art, production, music and imagination that directly affect my life with the area around me forming a bubble. If we all had say a bubble of imagination that we could turn into anything wed want we could express at an instance could make everyday life something special we could create with an make life another form of experience.